Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Interview with Michelle Izmaylov


When my sister Michelle Izmaylov was little, she always wanted to be a food taster. Sadly, this dream did not come true, and so instead she became a literature taster—that is, a writer, an illustrator, and an editor. Her voyages into the literary world were varied and exciting, and as she has not only had freelancing editing work but also high positions at two different publishing companies, Michelle truly knows the meaning of procrastination . . . because, ladies and gentleman, without that fine tool, you can get absolutely nowhere in this business—and that is pronounced busyness.
How did you develop your love of writing? – I’ve been writing (and doodling) ever since I could hold a pencil. No, seriously. My first stories were kept locked up in my head because, back then, I didn’t know how to write . . . but the minute I learned my first language (Russian), I started to channel my thoughts into words. I like to think of writing as a way to color paper with the substance of your soul.
What was the first story you ever remember writing? – I only remember the very first story I wrote because my grandmother kept it for many years. She loved to show it off to all our relatives and read it out loud, and when she did, I would hide in the closest closet . . . because that story was terrible! But we all start somewhere, and wanting to improve my work was one of my motives for continuing to write. (My grandmother is still the keeper of all my stories, good and bad alike.)
How did you discipline yourself enough to write a whole novel at such a young age? – I think the right question is how I disciplined myself to stop writing. For me, the idea of a novel is much more natural than a short story. I find the most difficult aspect of writing to be detaching yourself from your characters after you have completed a story. When you write a shorter work, you lose the people you come to love so much more quickly. So the longer the work, the longer you get to explore all the details of your characters’ lives . . . and that’s the most interesting and exciting part for me!
 
How did you get publishers to take notice of you? – Filed away are at least 250 reasons why I could have given up trying to get publishers to take notice of me. They are rejection letters from agents (that’s not even counting the publishers) who refused to consider my second book, Dream Saver. But because the key to success is stubbornness and refusing to quit even in the face of seemingly inevitable defeat, I kept on searching for a way to get my work into publishers’ hands. Eventually, I won a short story contest sponsored by a traditional publisher. I then asked if they would be interested in taking a look at my longer work—and they did! That company became the publisher of my second and third novel.  
 
Why did you decide to write your first book, The Pocket Watch? – My first book was a gift to my younger sister, who is also my best friend (forever!). She loved fantasy and so did I, so I wrote a story for her about a magical pocket watch that could teleport a girl to alien planets.
 
Why did you decide to get it published? – Once my first manuscript was complete, it wasn’t long before it was gathering dust on a lonely shelf in my room. It would have probably stayed that way forever if it wasn’t for my seventh grade language arts teacher, who gave us a fateful assignment: compose a story, type it up, print it out, and bring it to class. Make it two pages. Maybe three, if you’re particularly daring. Always the overachiever, I brushed off my dust collection and brought the entire fifty-page manuscript of The Pocket Watch to class. My teacher was shocked but read the story, enjoyed it, and suggested I get the book published. Like in the movie Inception (which I love!), the idea planted itself in my brain and grew.
 
Why do you love fantasy so much? What’s special about that genre? – I have always, ever since I was a kid, loved to read fantasy. Unlike most other genres, fantasy taps into our deepest desires—including those that can never really, truly be fulfilled. For instance, romantic comedies can happen in real life when you meet your own (goofy) Prince Charming. Murder mysteries are the daily work of police squads. But where are you going to get your own dragon? Where can you learn how to manipulate water, earth, fire, and air for use as weapons? How else will you travel to alien planets? Only through fantasy books (and movies)!
  
What is your favorite of your three books – and why? – In deciding my favorite, I’m divided between my most recent published novel (The Galacteran Legacy: Galaxy Watch) and the manuscript I just finished (tentatively titled Zpeed). Galaxy Watch enchants me because it taps into my wildest childhood dreams—flying on a dragon, fighting in grand battles, and saving the world! However, Zpeed is a reflecting of my shifting desires for more realistic adventure. Without giving away too much, this latest book chronicles the story of a teen growing up in a post-apocalyptic world—and the car racer with whom (she thinks) she falls in love with.  
 
What is your technique for writing a novel? – Before I go on a completely wild tangent, I like to set up about ten major scenes in the story. That keeps me roughly on track, but I mostly just come up with characters and then write to find out how the chemistry plays out between them (and watch how they untangle themselves from the wacky messes they get caught up with!).  
 
What do you come up with first – the plot or the characters? – Characters. Depending on whether or not you believe in fate, the “plots” of our real lives aren’t set out for us in advance. It’s how we face the problems we encounter in life that determines how our lives evolve. In my books, I aim for the same approach. I create characters who work their way through the ten major scenes I plan around their personalities, but all the space in between those scenes is filled with the results of the characters’ actions. Plus, sometimes the nature of those major scenes will change based on my characters’ decisions in earlier scenes.
 
Do you plan each chapter and scene or just start writing and see where the story goes? – A bit of both. For the most part, I let my characters write their own story. Then, once they have had their say, I go back and edit to make sure everything makes sense.
How many drafts do you write? – Oh, don’t get me started here. Galaxy Watch is, in essence, a new “draft” of my first novel, The Pocket Watch. I had the great (and wicked) pleasure of highlighting all of my first book in Microsoft Word, hitting “backspace” on my keyboard, and starting completely from scratch. Granted, that’s an extreme example, but usually parts of each of my books go through major rewrites. That’s the one downside of not having a complete plot planned in advance. It’s more fun to write along the way without a full plot, but it’s more work to edit later.
Do you edit as you write or later? – Depends on the level of editing. As I write, I watch for spelling and grammar mistakes. However, I don’t start looking for major revisions until I have completely finished the first draft. That way, I have more time to come up with better ideas that I can incorporate into the story at once at a later point.
 
When and where do you write? In what kind of environment – one particular place or a variety of places, with background noise or not? – Some of my author friends prefer grabbing their computers and writing in comfort of coffee shops, libraries, and parks. I will sometimes drift outside to absorb nature and jot notes, but my real writing happens in a small corner of my room. It’s easy to focus, and I have two desk lamps to cheer me on!
 
Do you write every day or just when the mood takes you? – I do write every day, but that usually just means emails to friends or notes about future stories. I only write my books when my emotional state mimics that of my characters at a certain point in the story. Sometimes I’ll even skip entire scenes until later in the novel; otherwise, a deeply emotional moment might feel artificial and forced.   
Do you set yourself a target word count per day or spend a certain amount of time working on your novel? – It completely varies. Some days I’ll plop down in front of the screen, have a sizzle of inspiration, and forget to eat and/or stand for five hours. Other days I’ll sit, stare at the Word document, and not be able to churn out one word. So while I aim to write about 1,000 quality words per day, the actual number is completely random.
What is the most important / exciting / rewarding part of the process? Imagining your story and characters into life, writing the scenes, editing what you’ve written??? – There’s a key reason why I usually can’t write anything shorter than huge, fat manuscripts that top 100k words, and that’s simply because the most rewarding part of writing is building your way up to a major, epic scene and finally seeing your characters work through it. This is especially the case when a serious decision has to be made, mostly because I’ve got no clue what my characters are going to choose to do!
 
Does your story change as it develops or turn out pretty much as you expected it to? – Hmm . . . actually, I don’t think there was a single time when the story turned out how I thought it would! That’s the best part of writing. I know how my books are going to begin, and I want to write on to find out how it’s going to end.  
 
Where do your ideas come from? – Ideas come from many places. They can come from daydreaming when you’re bored. They can start as forbidden desires that bubble out of your soul. They come from asking yourself questions about the world. I’ll ask myself “What if . . .?” and go from there. They can be questions like “What if my sister and I found a flying bison?” or “What if, in a post-apocalyptic city, the economy depends on racing?” (The latter is, in fact, the question explored in my latest finished manuscript, Zpeed.) 
 
What’s the secret to a great novel? – One sentence: Write for yourself, edit for your readers.  
 
What’s the secret to a great character? – There are a few factors, the most important being that your character must represent a quintessence of some characteristic. Your character must be the “greatest” or “most” something. For example, take Harry Potter. Being a wizard is pretty special, but Harry isn’t just a young wizard. He’s the most famous (and, arguably, most powerful) young wizard of all time. That makes him memorable.   
 
Why do you think young readers find your books so appealing? – When I write, I first and foremost do so for myself. I channel all my passion, anger, disappointment, sadness, and every other emotion roaring inside me into words. Relatable emotion is what readers connect to. Readers will care about characters who share similar feelings to what they once or currently are experiencing. And since I’m young, I still remember those feelings quite well. 
 
What is the biggest challenge that you have had to overcome? – When I showed up to my first day of Kindergarten, I didn’t even know English was a language (I only knew Russian). I sat in the front desk, ready to learn. When the teacher opened her mouth, some tangled garble came out. I didn’t understand one word of that alien language! The school wanted to put me into an ESOL program, but my mom convinced me to just stay in the regular class. For one full month, I barely understood anything. Then, slowly, I started to pick up the language. In a few months, I could actually fully learn with the other students. It was all a matter of not taking the traditional route!
 
How did you balance writing with homework and other school activities as a teenager? – For me, the key was to set a schedule and follow it. I always did my homework as soon as I got home from school and also during lunch, leaving me with time in the evening to write. Also, too many teens involve themselves in many more things than they can handle. I picked a few activities I really loved, including writing, and stuck with them!
 
Can you tell us about your work with FutureWord Publishing? Is that a full-time job now? How many novels do you edit (per week, month, etc.) How do you balance that work with writing novels? – Because I’m a full-time college student, editing with FutureWord is only a part-time job. Being a traditional publisher, they only accept a limited number of books each year. When they take on a new project in science fiction or fantasy, they send it over and I work on it. However, I am also now an illustrator with World Castle Publications (as you can see here: http://www.worldcastlepublishing.com/michelleizmaylov.htm).  
 
Do you ever get lost in the plot, lose faith in your story or get writer’s block? If so, how do you overcome these obstacles? – Yes. Goodness, yes. The single biggest writer’s block of my life came close to the end of my most recent manuscript. The whole story was a romantic comedy between a girl and a racer she thought she loved, but just as things were finally going to go right between them in the story, I lost faith in the racer’s real-world counterpart (Side-note: No, not my boyfriend. I don’t date. Just a person I thought was a really good friend.). And because I had based the racer off the real guy I knew, I couldn’t think about him the same way again. It killed the romance of the story for me. So I finally decided to switch gears and start illustrating to get my creative juices flowing again! Now, I am working on my second professional published novel as an illustrator.  
 
What do you think are your greatest strengths and weaknesses as a writer? – My strengths include my plots and characters—I’m not satisfied until the words on the page evoke living, breathing people with whom I can have conversations in my mind. On the other hand, that whole ‘insatiable’ bit can be a problem; I’m never satisfied with my work, and sometimes I find myself rewriting parts that are perfectly fine as they are.
     
Do you think the fact that your bilingual has had any impact on the type of language you use when you write? – It did initially. One of my biggest struggles in my earliest work, including somewhat in Dream Saver, was my lack of colloquialisms. My writing was very formal, mostly because English was my second language and I had to teach myself the idioms most Americans use easily in their speech. But I have improved recently . . . and maybe even gone a bit overboard in Zpeed (but, thankfully, that’s what editing is for)!
 
What would you say to other teens who dream of being a writer? What should they do? What should they know? How can they make it? – Stubbornness is the secret of success. As I mentioned earlier, I received over 250 rejection letters just for Dream Saver. Now, I’m a bestselling author and a professional illustrator. If I had given up, as many young people feel they should upon rejection, I would never have seen even a glimmer of success. I still have much to learn, but that’s the other secret. You have to move forward through life while keeping your mind open to learning and improving your craft. One of these days, you’ll break through.
Do you think it’s easier or harder for a teen author to be published – easier because you’re more of a novelty or harder because you’re not taken seriously? – Unfortunately, the latter. Many publishers I have contacted over the years refuse to even consider work by authors younger than eighteen for legal issues. However, it’s not impossible. I’m living proof!
 
What is the most common mistake that young writers make? – The single biggest recurring mistake is telling, not showing. This was a problem in my early work, too. Another is that young writers try to imitate the style of their favorite authors. The trick to being a true author is finding your unique voice.  Learn to write the way you speak and think.
 
What practical tip can you share with young writers? – Harsh as this might sound, if you plan to pursue a career in writing, always plan a second career to support yourself financially. Why is this sound advice? Even if your first or second novel sells well, and the truth is that very few actually do, it will be a while before you get your big break and can comfortably support yourself with only income earned from writing. That’s why I, in addition to writing, also edit at one publishing company and illustrate for another. Writing feeds your soul, but you also have to feed your pocketbook.   
 
What do you think of self-publishing versus traditional publishing? Which one would you recommend – and why? – This is a tricky question, and one I would need to write a book about to answer properly. The major difference between self-publishing and traditional publishing is how much time and money you are ready to invest in marketing your own book. With the self-publishing route, you will need to pay to have your book published—that means funding designing, editing, printing, advertising, and distribution. Self-publishing works best for people who are great at marketing themselves, whereas traditional publishers take care of everything for you. On the plus side of self-publishing, you have control over everything. A traditional publisher may accept your manuscript only to edit it down to an unrecognizable work. It also takes a lot longer to get published traditionally. Larger publishers often have a six-month delay period before even reviewing your manuscript, and then there’s a huge chance that the book will be rejected. And even if your manuscript is accepted, it’s about another year before the actual finished book is ready to be released. 
 
What are your favorite authors and books? – I have so many favorites that it’s really tough to pick. However, if I had to narrow down my list, I would definitely say Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë, Angelique by Sergeanne Golon, A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens, Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoyevsky, and anything by Sholem Aleichem. Pretty much, though, I love anything deeply emotional, psychological, or really funny!
 
What book do you wish you had written? – Have you ever heard of the Avatar: The Last Airbender television show series created by Michael Dante DiMartino and Bryan Konietzko? Yeah. I pretty much wish I had come up with that and wrote a book about it. And if you haven’t seen it yet, watch it. All sixty-one episodes. Best. Show. Ever.
 
What are you reading now? – MCAT review books. I am planning to take the Medical College Admission Test (MCAT) this August, so the next few weeks are going to be nothing but reading up on physics, chemistry, and biology.  
 
What did you read as a child? – So far as English books are concerned, my most memorable reads are the entire Harry Potter saga and the Warriors series (yes, the one about the cats). However, I also read many amazing Russian books (that are, unfortunately, not translated into English yet). Perhaps I should make translation a future project?  

What kind of books would you like to write in the future? Do you think you might write in other genres too? – I think I’m going to work on middle grade and picture books for a while. I love, love drawing, and I want to improve the skills I more or less taught myself.
 
What are you working on now? – I’m actually co-authoring a middle grade novel with my sister at the moment, and we’re hoping to be done by the end of this summer! However, a huge chunk of my time is dedicated to studying for the MCAT (which I take this coming August) and volunteering at local hospitals. I am also leading free library seminars and writers’ workshops for children, teens, and adults all summer!
 
What are your future plans? – I hope to become a pediatric cardiologist and, of course, to continue to write and illustrate on an increasingly more professional basis. Oh, and I also want to invent a device that lets you have more than 24 hours in a day (anyone got a Time-Turner I can borrow?).

Pirates or ninjas? – Pirates.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

The Ghost

She kept her head down. That was the first thing I noticed about her. It was like she didn’t want anyone noticing her. Like she wanted to sink into the floor. To be a ghost. I was surrounded by my friends the day she first appeared at school. When we saw her—short, ruddy, with fat cheeks and a bulging stomach, a skinny little red pigtail protruding from her big head—we immediately labeled her unpopular. She was carrying a brightly colored lunchbox adorned with a cartoon unicorn and rainbow. Something about her flashed like an emergency beacon to the rest of us seventh graders. Like an unspoken agreement, everyone, from the popular children to the oft-bullied science nerds, knew that hanging out with this infestation would result in swift punishment and removal from the social pyramid forever. And what better way to cement this amendment to the constitution of Red Valley Middle School than a quick trip down bully lane?
Tiffany Gilligan, Queen of the Populars, pointed with her perfectly manicured right hand, expensive bracelets jangling, at the outcast. “What is this worm?” she said in her flawless actress voice, pursing her lips in her practiced, faultless fashion. “I didn’t realize we had a bug infestation.” Her tinkly little laugh, reminiscent of a fragile china doll, was the cue for the rest of us to break into peals of giggles. “Shall we call the exterminator? What is that thing?” Not who. What. As if the girl-who-wanted-to-be-a-ghost wasn’t a person. Didn’t deserve a who.
One of the girls offered a drum roll. I barked, “You, insect, do you know who you are speaking to?”
“N-no.”
That sealed it. She was not only short, squat, and fat as a beetle, but she stuttered, and her lower lip wobbled when she spoke. Her scared little “n-no” was the basis of our disgust.
“You are speaking to Tiffany Gilligan, Queen of Red Valley Middle School. With a snap of her fingers, she can make everyone here love you or hate you forever. Make your choice.” We knew what would happen next. Tiffany would give some outrageous command and, when the poor girl couldn’t fulfill the dare, bang. Instant social annihilation.
Ghost-girl’s dull brown eyes blinked slowly. She clutched her unicorn lunchbox and waddled over to our table. The popular table. There was an open seat—Victoria Baker was absent—and ghost-girl thought it was proper to sit there. Big mistake. Big, big mistake. Jelly-bellied ghost-girl was sitting next to Tiffany herself.
“Hey, girl,” chirped Tiffany brightly, patting her perfect hairdo. I cringed. We all could tell what was coming. Tiffany was going to kill her. “I love your outfit. Where’d you buy it?” Ghost-girl’s girly-girl pink sweater vest, decorated with a childish cartoon character, clashed with her neon green shorts and plastic-flower-covered pink sandals.
“Uh-mm-mm,” said ghost-girl. “G-gran-mm-mm.”
Tiffany cast me a “can-you-believe-this-retard” glance. “Your grandma?” she pieced together, batting her long, mascara-brushed eyelashes.
“Y-yea-a.”
Tiffany gushed, “It looks so, like, beautiful on you! Do you, um, like unicorns?” She tossed her blonde hair casually.
“M-mm ff-avv-w-wit nn-mm-ll.”
“Your favorite animal?”
Ghost-girl nodded dumbly. “W-waatch nn-mm?”
“What’s my name?” Tiffany giggled. “I’m Tiffany Gilligan. But you can call me QT. Short for Queen Tiffany.”
Ghost-girl’s lips twitched in what kind of formed a smile. But only kind of. “Y-you l-loff nni-k-konns?”
“I do love unicorns!” Tiffany twittered. “In fact, I love them so much, I want your lunchbox. For keeps. And then I’ll be your bestest friend forever!”
“B-b-b gran-mm g-giff mm.”
Tiffany shook her head in sympathy. “Your grandma gave it to you? Well! Then it’s even more of a friendship show. Give me that lunchbox and I’ll be your friend forever.”
Ghost-girl blinked slowly. “N-no.”
“Really, I mean it.” She tugged on the lunchbox.
“N-no,” answered ghost-girl. “M-nn.” She set it on the table and opened it.
Tiffany gave me another glance. “Do it, Veronica.”
I sighed. The one I hated about being Tiffany’s right-hand girl was the bullying. Tiffany and I quietly switched seats. I took a look at ghost-girl and smirked.
Her carrot sticks? All over the floor. Her juice carton? Spilled onto her shirt. Her bag of chips? Crushed into her hair. And her homemade chocolate-chip cookies? Tiffany thought they were delicious.
Ghost-girl ran crying.
Sure, I got in trouble for bullying. But Tiffany made it all better with a few new accessories. Now that ghost-girl was afraid of us, we could do mental bullying instead of physical.
Although she sputtered like an old car engine—the teachers said she had a “speech impairment”—ghost-girl started the year off in advanced classes.
And then we started.
Typed notes stuck in her locker that called her everything from a baby brat to things much worse.
Anonymous emails and phone calls, letting her know just how we felt.
Complaints to the teacher about how she was cheating off our tests and stealing our homework.
Stolen backpacks and textbooks, taken when she wasn’t looking.
And isolation. Above all, isolation.
Tiffany had taken ghost-girl as her personal pet project. “My goal,” she said, “is to turn ghost-girl into a pile of crumbs. Tee-hee.” Cue her flawless movie-star giggle.
Ghost-girl started to avoid us. She would sit in the bathroom stalls until homeroom started and come in late every day. She dropped out of the advanced class so she wouldn’t have to be in the same classroom. She spent her lunch period in the library. She changed her email address. But to no avail. Tiffany was the Queen of the Populars, and also the Queen of Torture. QT didn’t just stand for Queen Tiffany.
The bullying continued. Ghost-girl got in the orchestra? No problem. We hid her violin every day, so she had to search for it for hours. And the teacher didn’t seem to care, besides yelling at ghost-girl for being late all the time. We spread a rumor of how ghost-girl picked her nose and wet her bed. If you listened to the grapevine of Red Valley, you’d think she carried a disease. Nerd-germs, we called it. If you got touched with nerd-germs, you had to pass it on to someone quick or you’d be a nerd forever.
It was QT and PV at the helm. Queen Tiffany and Princess Veronica. My best friend and me.
A few months on, ghost-girl began skipping school days. At first, it was just once a week. Then every few days. Then every other day. It came to the point where she was gone for most of the month. If she came to school at all, it was a miracle.
It was May. The stress of finals. All that pent-up worry had to be taken care of. And what better way than ghost-girl?
The first day we could catch hold of her, just before finals, she was in the girl’s bathroom. No teachers, no cameras. Perfect. We grabbed her backpack. Stomped on it. Tore apart all of her notes. Ripped her lunchbox in half. Tossed her textbooks into the garbage. Used her lip balm to write on the walls. Left her to run away, crying and sniveling, snot running down her fat lips.
We felt great.
But we never saw her again.
The next few days were a whirl of rumors. Murder. Abduction. The body of a young girl, found in the river.
The school called an assembly. On bullying and suicide. They didn’t say who. But we all knew.
We killed ghost-girl.
The sweet little ghost who stuttered. So vulnerable. Asking for help. What did we give? Hurt. We killed ghost-girl, and we didn’t even know her name.
Tiffany didn’t care. “It deserved it, that little insect,” she spat. Not she. It. As if the girl-who-wanted-to-be-a-ghost wasn’t a person. Didn’t deserve a she.
But after that, no one listened to her anymore. She became the social reject. It echoed in our minds:
We killed ghost-girl.
Her memory became a real ghost. “This is where I stole her math book,” we would think. “This is where I whispered, ‘Freak.’”
I did wrong. If only we had banded together to protect her against Tiffany—anyone could have; why not me?—we would have saved her life.
Summer came, summer left. The sun never warmed us. We were frozen forever in a sea of hate. Endless winter wrapped us in her nightmarish embrace. The night spun infinitely, each constellation a gasping grimace of ghost-girl.
September crept up on us. Mindlessly, we stumbled into the hollow halls. We were the ghosts now, pale wraiths drifting, insides turbulently twisting as each flickering shadow forced memories to surface like the drowned bodies of young girls along rivers, their voices still echoing faintly in the gale winds . . .
She came.
She kept her head down. That was the first thing I noticed about her. It was like she didn’t want anyone noticing her. Like she wanted to sink into the floor. To be a ghost. We were hidden in our sorrows the day she first appeared at school.
Tiffany Gilligan, Queen of the Populars, pointed with her sloppily manicured right hand, cheap bracelets jangling, at the little lost fawn-girl. “What is this worm?” she said in her flawed actress voice, pursing her lips in her out-of-practice, faulty fashion. “I didn’t realize we had a bug infestation.” Her husky low laugh, reminiscent of a great tank crushing the innocent, was the cue for the rest of us to break into peals of giggles.
But we didn’t.
“Shall we call the exterminator? What is that thing?” Not who. What. As if the girl-who-wanted-to-be-a-ghost wasn’t a person. Didn’t deserve a who.
But she did.
We stood. “Leave.”
She gaped at us. “No.”
“Leave.”
“I won’t.”
“Leave, Tiffany. You can’t control us anymore.”
We turned back to ghost-girl, her spirit echoing. “Welcome to Red Valley High School. We hope you’ll like it here in the eighth grade. Come sit over here. What’s your name, little gho—we mean girl?”
“Mein-ya za-vut . . .” She blinked. Her accent was thick. “I . . . am . . .”
“Don’t worry, take your time. We’re listening.”
She swallowed. “I . . . am . . . I . . . am . . . Vee-rah-nee-kah.”
“Veronica?”
She nodded.
“Are you from America? Where are you from?”
“Ya eez . . .” Slow blink. “I . . . am . . . of . . . Ra-se-ya.”
“Russia?
“Dah.” She swallowed again. “Y-yes.”
“We can help.”
“Dah?”
“Try to say your name.”
“I . . . am . . . am . . .”
I spoke up. “Nikki, my name’s Veronica, too. You can call me Ronnie—Veronica—and I’ll call you Nikki—Veronica.”
She smiled. A wide smile. Only a bit of a wobble. She spoke slowly, much more slowly than ghost-girl. But carefully. “I . . . am . . . Nee-kee.”
I looked at the others. They smiled softly.
At her.
At me.
No.
At us.

Friday, July 8, 2011

Interview with Douglas Brown


This week, on Novelwatch . . .

Author of The Light of Epertaste, a new fantasy trilogy that absolutely bowled me over with its brilliant writing, intriguing twists, and astonishing story, Douglas R. Brown has certainly won me over with his awe-inducing talent—at both writing fantasy and taking interviews. Enjoy these masterful responses from the man beyond Legends Reborn, an epic of, well, fantastic proportions.

Nicole: When did you start writing? Has writing always been a big part of your life? Will it continue to be? What inspired you to begin writing?

Douglas: I enjoyed writing as a teenager. When I decided to become a firefighter, writing mostly went by the wayside. It wasn't until I responded to an emergency call that broke my heart 4 years ago that I dove back into telling stories. At first, writing was a cathartic way to deal with how I felt. After writing the story of my fire department life, I rediscovered my enjoyment in the craft. I plan to continue writing as there are too many stories stuck in my head for me to stop now.

N: The illustration on your book is gorgeous. Who did them? How?

D: The artist's name is Steve Murphy. He is a phenomenal artist and I'm excited to announce that Rhemalda will be using him for Book two of Epertase. A funny side note is that my next door neighbor is actually the model for Rasi. I'm not an artist by any means but this is how I understand it. Steve used both digital painting and a bit of photo manipulation to create the cover. I had an idea of what I wanted to portray and gave Steve the freedom to create the cover with his vision. I couldn't be happier.

N: Name your favorite book-to-movie adaptation. What is it about it you like?

D: Unfortunately, I have to give the usual fantasy answer. I'd say "The Lord of the Rings." I know, I know, a completely unoriginal answer, but when it's true, it's true. When watching the trilogy, you can't help but feel like Peter Jackson got it right. If I had to pick a single trilogy to explain the word epic, that would be it.
I'd also add a few graphic novels. "Sin City," "The Watchmen," and "The Crow" because I loved those graphic novels and was impressed with how the directors recreated the feel and style of those books.

N: Tell us about your favorite (of your characters). What are his/her motives? Why is s/he your favorite?

D: My favorite character has to be my main character, Rasi. I created him with every trait I have always wanted to see in a fictional character. He will fight for what is right regardless of what happens to him as a result. He wants nothing more than a family, yet the world seems to work against him at every turn. He believes in love and honor and, yes, killing if he believes that is what is needed. In fact, I created the entire world of Epertase for him as a way to share him with others.

N: Tell us about your least favorite (of your characters). What are his/her motives? Why is s/he your least favorite?

D:  I didn't like Rasi's best friend, Terik, for most of my early edits, and I couldn't figure out why. I made him a good friend to Rasi, tried to make him personable, and even changed his name, thinking his earlier name was too blah. Since he was such an important character, I couldn't just get rid of him so I had to work out the problem. I think I did in the end and I like him now, but something about him gave me fits. I'd be curious to hear how other readers feel about him once they finish. (You, too, Nicole.)

N: Okay . . . random question time. Pirate or ninja? Which one would you rather be, and about which one would you rather write? Why?

D: Great questions with two different answers. I'd rather be a ninja but I'd rather write about pirates. Ninjas are the ultimate bad-asses. Their legend makes them nearly invincible. As a child, I pretended to be a ninja a lot, more often than being a pirate. The idea of an unbeatable assassin was way cooler for a kid than pirates when I was growing up. But that was before "Pirates of the Caribbean," so maybe pirates are cooler now. On the other hand, if I were to start a new book right now about either of them, I would write about pirates. I think I would enjoy creating the story, motives, and style of a pirate story more than the tired one-dimensional idea of ninjas. Now, ninjas versus zombies on the other hand…

N: If you could become one of your characters, who would it be and why? What would you do differently in your story?

D: Well I'd like to be Rasi because of the things I talked about earlier. He's honorable, tough as nails, and only seeking to do what is right. Though, I wouldn't want to go through what he went through. But saying that, I think Rasi could have handled things a little differently that might have made his life a bit easier. If I was Rasi, I may have accepted help when it was offered. I may not have been so stubborn when I had a chance to better the quality of my life even if it came with a blow to my ego.

N: How do you write? Do you have a special place, do you listen to music, how much do you write a day, etc.?

D: I write in my living room at a desk. I like the open curtains and the outside world. It can be distracting sometimes, but no more distracting than having the Internet at my fingertips. When I get focused, I get into what I'm writing. People walking by my front window, music playing in the background, or the Internet calling to me-- none of that matters. When I'm not at work and my wife and son are at work and school, I will spend 4-6 hours doing something with writing. I say something because I count editing, promoting, or anything else that needs done in my writing world.

N: What has been your great success in writing? How did you feel?

D: I love this question but I wish the question was "...five great successes in writing" because I have a hard time narrowing it down to just one. I've been fortunate in my writing career so far. I'm not going to use the typical signing-of-my-first-contract answer, though that moment does set near the top of my rankings. Instead, I'd like to share a moment that was very special for me in another way. Though Epertase wasn't the first book I had written, it was the book I had always wanted to write. I had created the lead character, Rasi, when I was a teenager (at the time, he was intended to be a comic book character). Writing his story now on such an epic scale took quite a bit of work. As I reached the final pages, I was in that writer's euphoria where everything was coming together and I couldn't stop writing even if I wanted to. Then I wrote the last couple of lines. Typing the word "END" at the bottom of the last page was magical. I felt overwhelmed with pride and accomplishment. I stared at the last few paragraphs, reading them over and over again, until I could pull myself away. I actually called a few people as if I was about to give them cigars and say, "It's a boy."
That's how I measure success. Not fame or fortune, but in accomplishing something I never thought would be finished. I was and still am highly proud of how it turned out and I remember that moment fondly.

N: If you could go back five (or ten or twenty) years in time, what writing advice would you give yourself?

D: To keep writing. I'm not going to say whether it would be 5, 10, or 20 years ago, but I would go back to when I was a teenager. OK, 20, but that's all I'm saying. I enjoyed writing back then but after I decided to be a firefighter, I lost a little of the desire and, pretty soon, stopped writing altogether. As I think back, I imagine how much further in my writing career (not to mention how much better at it) I would be.
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